Jul
23
Site Updates: 1 new link exchange, Graphic Designer.
AND from now on I’m going to accept portfolios as link exchanges/affiliates. If i get enough, i may make a personal section just for that category.
And at this point, I consider Andrew Cabral, Tuyet Nguyen, Tommy Goodale, Michelle Au, and Tiffany Hua as my true friends.
I’m sad to say that I’ve met people who are inconsiderate of others and ‘friends’ who just simply moved on. Those ‘friends’ are people whom I don’t mind losing because they’re not worth my time. I’ve given people enough forgiveness and time to prove to me if they still want me in their life, but in the end, things are still the way it is. I try too hard be kind. Even if they’re not my friends and just are acquaintance, I hesitate to say Hi to because all I get in return are smirks, waves, and indecisive hellos. Well, I guess they’re not the friendly type. >_> If you are that type of person, please, don’t just sit back and watch our efforts go to waste for your own amusement.
I quote, “It’s pathetic when you meet people and get so close to them but then in the end they disappear on you out of nowhere. Next thing you know, they act as if they miss seeing and hanging out with you but in reality… they put in no effort in making things work again. If you want to drop me out of your life, then I will too.” People come a go, that’s just life. (This has nothing to do with the situation that happened yesterday. I’ve always wanted to write a blog with this kind of topic.)
Tuyet Nguyen, my sister. I consider you as not only my sister and a friend, but you are the observer of the person who I represent everyday. Yes, I hated your critiques, yes I didn’t like how you judged me negatively on our bad, fighting days, but you made me realize the things in life I need to live with. Before, I couldn’t stand the negative ways people judged me, I couldn’t take criticism and I would start a scene and try to act all tough. After many mistakes and experiences, I took your words of me into consideration and changed. You must agree that I’m much better than before, right sis? 
You’re a great sibling :] I adore you 100% You’re probably too busy to read this and we haven’t talked since the day you left Boston, but I really really, really miss you and love you. I’m beginning to cry, so I’m going to end your part here.
Tommy Goodale, you’ve always been there for me since the beginning. No one ever thought we’d become such great friends and now looking back, I’m glad I met you :] . I don’t remember a time where I never considered inviting you anywhere, even if you were kinda the third wheeler for awhile (LOL, I’m sorry 
) What’s more important to me is having you as a friend. You’re honest, and you help cheer me up when I’m near the state of depression about my life. I don’t mean to blast your business on this next part, but even though you had multiple complications with females, I don’t understand how anyone can turn down someone so considerate, comforting, lovable, and caring as you. I think you’d be a great man for any fine lady. ^^ <3
Michelle Au, HEY. I love you, daughter. Even though we barely talk online, when we’re together, we’re like mother and daughter. I like holding your hands when we cross the street, placing my arms over you just because you’re short, taking pictures of you because I think you’re beautiful, and simply just watching you smile. I don’t mean to sound un-straight, but I just fucking love you even though sometimes I just wanna smack the words out of you when you’re angry because all you do when you’re angry is go silent >:o . AS A MOTHER, I FORBID YOU TO KEEP STUFF TO YOURSELF & MAKE YOURSELF SUFFER. No, I’m just kidding. 
Man, How would I sound if I said this to you in person. 8D LET’S TRY IT. <3
Tiffany Hua, hello my artsy & business buddy I like how whenever we talk, it’s mainly about jobs, our lives, tennis, and just straight up business. You’re an intelligent person and I like how talented you are. We got so close in such a short period of time. To me, you’re one of the friends that I just don’t want to let go so easily because from the moment I first spoke to you, I highly enjoyed it. You’re the only friend who replies to me right after everything. I LOVE IT ! Unlike Andrew, he takes forever to reply. PFTT. (LOL, just kidding hun.) Idk Tiffany, even thought I dislike the intense competitive side of you that makes me feel a little intimidated, I want to remain your friend as long as we can. We have our flaws, but I believe it’s not enough to break our friendship. =) <3
Andrew Cabral, baby, you already know what I think about you, how I feel about you, and just how much I love you. You put up with me whenever I’m upset and go all out on you just because I am angry. I don’t like repeating my sensitive words for you because I put in so much time just for you that I don’t want to spend more time on your part.
My loves about you: “Crap. Where do I even start?
I love how I first met you by hanging out after a last year’s tennis match and after that first day, it became everyday. I love how I’m always with you. I love how you’re my boyfriend and my husband to be <3I love how you give me a shit ton of butterflies and make me smile whenever I see your face.I love how I finally gave you a chance and now I’m deeply in love with you.I love how when playing tennis with me, you try to serve a few times, miss the ball badly in the air, and it bounces off your head. It’s hilariously cute.I love how I get to hear your voice late at night. I love how you can’t stand the fact that whenever I am upset, you try for hours to make me sleep with a smile on my face, even if it’s 2AM.I love it when you get angry when I’m upset because it gives me a chance to chase you instead of the opposite. I love how you rap and sing because when I miss you and can’t hear your voice, I listen to your remixes/covers.I love how my mom likes you.I love it when I take random pictures of you because most of the time, they come out handsome.I love how this is the longest post of my love on your wall. I love how you’re the best thing that has ever happened to me -and I mean it. “
Your smile: “Your smile is simply pulchritudinous and captivating. When I’m raged from desultory dissatisfaction, it takes less than a minute for you to sweep away my troubles and swiftly transition every one of my grimaces into a sincere smile. ”
Fuck the rest.
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